I think I definitely need a well deserved break from work, home, just about everything. I am sick and tired of work and customers and people around me. Whatever they do just annoys the heck out of me and I sometimes feels like they just irk me without any intentions actually. I know there are times when you suddenly feel like you want to be just away from everybody and everything and that is what I am undergoing right now.
This week has been everything but happy-go-lucky for me. Even the computer is going against me /sigh. (I seriously need to go buy a new one). Anyways, have been trying to not let people and things get to me, but the strained feeling I have here on my shoulder tells me otherwise. Been stressing without knowing. Should go relax or something but I know that is not going to happen any soon. Listening to music should've helped, but seemed to be immune to it
I think me getting sick is coming back. Surprisingly, I had been clearly healthy for a year or two after getting sick every time way before 2013. And I have a feeling it is coming back again. >_< Ugh, I hate the stuffy feeling in my nose and the dry coughing adn stuff like that. Hate it! Why can't it go away and leave me be?
Meh, woke up pretty late today, around 8.30 AM. Was pretty knocked out yesterday. Been really tired I couldn't even watch a couple of OP episodes. I do have to say I have a lot of progression with watching OP though. Managed to watch till over episodes 125. Fighting! Still 575+ episodes to go. Waahhaha LOL
Ok, there a couple of things I have to throw out, which I have been keeping inside me and I don't think I can keep it in anymore. ( WorkCollapse )
Another weekend again. The week has passed pretty alright to me. Nothing really extraordinary happened or anything. I just felt tired the whole time and with the cold weather suddenly changing to hot weather has taken its toll in a way. Feel extremely exhausted and annyoed at just being warm the whole time. Guess I don't really like it when I sweat. I bet no one likes to feel sweaty, even if it's just for a moment. Nowadays we people are so used to aircon and cannot live without it. I can say I cannot live without it, because I have realized that my body get less rashes when I am in an airconditioned room or environment. I have a too sensitive skin hence the reason why I like to be in an airconditioned place.
It's 2015 and I have noticed I am already 10+ years into Kpop and every time my favourite songs and boybands/singers/girlband change along the way. Hahaha... maybe I should make a list of the past years of which ones were my favourites, but I have to make the list first before I can post it here.
However, for now, I have some in my mind and I would like to share it here:
It's already the end of the month and we are going to next month. /sigh Time really flies by really fast. What should have been a great day to look out to turned to anything but. Annoyed as hell. And then there is my boss claiming to have heard something else while I asked him something else. Note to self: NEVER ASK, WRITE DOWN!
So, it's weekend again. Haven't been updating lately, because I simply had nothing to talk about nor had the feeling of actually post anything on my journal. But, decided to update here because I wanted something off my chest.
It's almost the end of the month and a new one is going to start next week, so soon~
So, haven't been updating this journal, because of lack of new experiences and what not. I can only say there is one thing happening and that is having stress the whole time. I don't really want to stress too much, but I stress without knowing and worry a lot. /sigh And with everyday rain, it even brings my mood more down than it already is. We are in a rainy period, so no suprise that it is raining everyday. TBH, I like the rain when I am at home, all cozy and without having to worry about anything else :)
Trying to keep myself busy with other things, but I find myself lacking the joy in doing it :( However, there is one thing I am looking forward to and that is my friend's is due to one of these days. She should be having her baby today, but maybe he wants to come out a little later than due. Wishing her a lot of luck and hopefully I get to see her son soon :)