Haven't posted anything ever since some incident from last year.
I hate my life >_<
I hate how I am weak
I hate how I let others influence me >_<
Damn it!

Have to study for my upcoming tests.........

gee... I so hate doing tests! But on the other hand, who doesn't?

Have this plotbunny roaming through my head, but.... I am not sure whether or not to wirte it and post it on the internet. >_>
Because I have this strong feeling that I'll be attacked again by other readers who think I stole the idea from someone and claim that it's my story. So, I'll be careful this time. I'm never going to repeat the same mistake again...

Such a long time since I've posted :S
Was too lazy to post

*screams*
I can't believe it. I was SO hoping that this won't happy. Why oh why does it have to overcome me? *cries*
I don't want to *pouts*
We have a roleplay on Wednesday and we have this case we should roleplay, with the defence attorney, judge , victim and whoever is involved in a crime case.
And then there is the task of 12 jurors. I was SO hoping that I wouln't get picked out of the whole group, but luck was never on my side to begin with >_< I hate this! Now I get this mail from my lecturer's assistants saying that I need to fulfill my tast as a juror
*bawls my eyes out* And I hate having all eyes on me! >_<

OMG~!! I just browsed the dbsg  community and found something really interesting and a bit shocking.

I just found out there's a Mirotic Chinese version! I can't believe this! I haven't listened to it yet, but I will after I've downloaded it :D
I wonder how it'll sound in chinese I mean. I hope it won't give me goosebumps or anything :P

It seems a bit creepy to hear the song in Chinese especially after I'd the translation of the lyrics. So... smex O_O :P

Ouch! *groans* Owie~

I can't believe it :( TT__TT

I actually don't know how I managed to fall on my behind and hurt my whole body! >_<
Both of wrists hurt and my shoulderblade and my neck now. My back too!!!
I hope I won't  turn stupid afterwards and I hope I didn't break my tailbone! ;_;
Man! I don't know what the heck is wrong with me! I am as clumsy as ever! *groans*

Why am I feeling left out whenever I hear that the others (my friends) went out somewhere and idn't even bother to ask me if I wanted to go along or not?
Why am I bothering myself with the thought that they aren't quite like friends?
Why should I care about them when I know they don't really care about me?
Why am I thinking too much about their feelings and never think of mine?
Why should I still consider them as my friends now that they have frequently left me out of groupthings?
What should I actually do to not make myself feel depressed?
What am I supposed to say to them when I actually see them again?
Is it really worth my time to go out with them when they suddenly realized they hadn't asked me to go out with the group yet?
Are these people really worth my time?
What should I do about it?

The best way (I think) is just go along on with my own life and not bother myself with the likes of these kinda people. I have better things to do than thinking about them. I have a feeling they never really considered me as one of them actually. And I have a slight suspicion that the new friend had such a great influence on them, making them change into totally different people. That new friend used to be my cousin's girlfriend and now that they've broken up, I think she doesn't like it that I am family with my cousin and she doesn't want me to be in the group. I am being harsh or not? That's the way I feel :S

School is going to start TOMORROW >_< I can't believe it.
Time goes by very fast >_<
Have to do some homework and have to study again!

Oh! I can't wait till I get my Postcards! >_<
I haven't gotten any yet in December :(
I hope I get them next week! :)

Listening to Bolero makes me feel at ease :)
Can't stop listening to the song.
Love DBSK FOREVER!! :)♥

Still have to make a Postcard for someone. *smacks self*
But I need to buy the carton. Haven't gotten the time to do that yet.
I hope I can buy them tomorrow, so I can start on the Postcard :)

Wai~~ I made two friends in December *happy*
Both of them are pure Korean! *_*
So cool! I finally get to learn Korean from them :)
I hope we'll stay friends till somewhere in the future :)
*huggles them*