150729 Break

I think I definitely need a well deserved break from work, home, just about everything. I am sick and tired of work and customers and people around me. Whatever they do just annoys the heck out of me and I sometimes feels like they just irk me without any intentions actually. I know there are times when you suddenly feel like you want to be just away from everybody and everything and that is what I am undergoing right now.

Been feeling like a robot recently. Waking up, going to work, coming back home and the cycle goes on and on like that. Nothing interests me anymore, not ven food (everything tastes bland to me). I just feel like I want to sit somewhere all day long and stare into space. I am not sure what is wrong with me, but I somehow feel like this.

I even lose my patience from time to time... or more like, every time. I get angry at the most unexpected moments when I think about it. And then I have this throbbing headache from time to time I feel like I want to sleep it away all day long. What the heck is wrong with me?

Have you ever experienced someone who just by his or her presence just feels like a thorn in your eye? Well, there are two at work I know. It used to be one, but with the entrance of the 2nd one, we have two now. To be honest there is nothing wrong with them, but sometimes the way they do things or say things just annoys the heck out of me. I feel like I've developed some kind of aversion towards them without me knowing. But after evaluating myself, I have come to this conclusion if you know what I mean.

So as not to mingle too much with them, I tend to just keep quiet around and keep my answers to a minimum so as not to continue the convo. Yes, it is not nice to be like this, but I cannot help it when some people are just annoying as hell without them realizing it, because they are just the way are and they cannot help it.